Journal, I Hope

Can't figure out how to change the font.  I copied & pasted my recent journal onto this new one as everyone couldn't seem to access it.  I'm thinking it must be something to do with saving it as a draft & not clicking on the publish tab.  My brain I think is getting too old for new technology LOL.  I'll probably try & follow this one with another new one as I've got a few more things to share.

Well here I am.  Still finding my way around the new DS but I've discovered Im not the only confused one around.  Have a feeling the font here might be too small but I can't so figure out how to change it.

I'm feeling reasonably good.  Some days are a real roller coaster ride but I focus on just going with the flow.  One thing I'm having trouble with is feeling like life is leaving me behind.  I feel like I'm being neglected by me, does that make sense.  I try & find some times to do something for me but it's just not going as regularily as I thought it would.  Trying to rethink this whole picture.  I'm not whining though, it's not a poor me thing.  Hubby needs quite a bit of care & this is where the Lord & the world want me to be.  I feel like I just need to rethink my daily schedules sort of.  Oh well, such is life right.

I see my diabetes dr on Wed afternoon.  My blood glucose tests seem to be almost too balanced right now & I'm curious to see how it will be reflected in my lab tests.  I think I really need to pay attn to what I'm doing right so I can keep on this track.  Now if I could get better control over the Lupus side of things wow imagine that.  Talk abt a lofty goal to fight for but hey why not right.

I've been having moments where I'm missing volunteer work.  There's a part of my heart that just really feels like it needs to give to the community somehow but hubby points out & it's true, I don't know how I could manage it energy wise.  I'm praying that if the Lord and the world need my help he'll present the situation to me & I'll know.

Not getting to the gym super regularily but I try to take my bike out at least once during the week & then tending to stuff around the yard as best I can I figure physically it will balance out when all is said & done.

I'm bored with meals lately and I think I've fallen into a rut of same old, same old.  I'm realizing I need to maybe spend some time with my recipes & try to up the game here a bit.  It's hard on the note that hubby is more a basic meat & potatoes type of person where I can branch out a bit more and I don't know if I want to have to focus on diff foods for both of us.  I mean I have to do gluten free which he is good witg.  So maybe I need to spend some time with my recipes & maybe find some happy mediums so we can meet in the middle.

I guess thats abt it for now.  I so look forward to all my friends thoughts & comments.