Journal entry 6/18/10

So yesterday I had my follow up appointment for my D&C; I can't believe how nervous I was.  Luckily I was the only one in the waiting room, but while sitting in the room waiting for the OB I started to feel a little overwhelmed.   I know it's crazy since I have been to that office so many times, but this is the first time being back there since I found out about the miscarriage.  I teared up a little but was able to hold it together.  My OB just asked how things were going and how my recovery has been and then to much relief she said she wasn't going to do an exam unless I really wanted one (I was so happy to not have to go through that!).  We talked about ttc and she said there is no medical reason to wait and that just go for it when I am ready, which I am SOOOOOOOO ready to try for another baby.  She gave me a script for Folate (to make sure I am getting more folic acid) and suggested that when I do get pregnant again as a preventive measure to start taking a baby aspirin a day.  I was so excited to get home and tell my hubby the good news so we can get started!
I am going to try and not let myself get so focused on baby making so that I don't get let down too much if it takes some time to get pg again.  I pray that God won't make us wait to long for another miracle : )