Journal 1

Haven't done this yet. Feeling afraid of people reading my journal. Don't know what to say. Feel like it's really personal for something everyone can read.
Feeling kind of depressed. Not as bad now since my girlfriend helped me with a guided meditation, but a general feeling of sadness lately. Been wondering about things like, "Why am I alive?", "What is life for?", "What am I living for?", "Why do I want to be alive?"...
I think I'm thinking these things because I'm tired, feeling kind of weak, and like all of the stressful and difficult things in my life are weighing me down. (shrug). I don't know for sure but it seems like that.
LaterFolio