Journal

Second attempt now... lost the first one...!      How do I feel this week..?  Disgruntled and dissapointed at the doctors that don't tell a woman about the emotinall upheavel a woman feel after the operation..... Guess I should just get over it but its not so easy... I can't just click my fingers and have it all go away....I wonder how long if not forever  I might view myself as damaged or ALTERED ....   I really do feel that way about myself.... Why don't they tell us this.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!