Job Thoughts

This is my first post.  I am an unemployed school teacher, who is living at home.  This makes me feel like a failure.  I have been at home since June.  My parents bathroom had to be remodeled from the ground up and we couldn't afford to hire it out so my family did the work.  Within a couple of weeks it was just my uncle and I-yikes.  It took 7 months, its just completed.  I was unable to look for  job, it was all consumming.  Now I deal with feelings of self doubt and yeah-i'll own it- fear.  As a teacher I have had to find a new position yearly due to budget cutbacks and being the newbie.  Maybe a lack of social know how, also played into it.  I fear that I will constantly be shuffled around.  I just want to feel like an accepted human being.  I am attending a local job fair and one out of state this month.  I'm trying!