Job interview

I had my phone interview for Loveland, CO this morning.  I hate interviews...I think I did alright. I'm just glad I took a xanax b4 hand.  I had to ask only once to repeat the question.  I stayed focused...at least I think I did....pretty hard to do.  I don't like this BP crap...really makes it hard for me. Sucks!
I have another interview in person on Tuesday...it will probably be more difficult to be ther in person. 
I really need a job...just nervous that i wont be able to keep the job...I did lose my last two jobs....my attitude is what hurt me.  So sick of my highs and lows.  Espically when I don't know how I'll be feeling the day of the interview.