January 18, 2010

Day 3 of being sick and I'm starting to get REALLY cranky.  Head, chest, the whole works and I feel like crap.  All previously tried and proven remedies have failed this time.  Wish I could just sleep it away.  That sounds like what I used to say when I joined this site.  Maybe I think sleep could be mysalvation???  Maybe that's why I don't sleep as well as I would like?  Hmmmmm. I'm tired of winter, tired of the gray, gray days, tired of being cold.  Our winters here go on for 5 months and that's way too much to take.  I miss the sunshine and warmth.  It's almost impossible to feel really bad on a beautiful summer day.  Not that I'm feeling all that bad, just not great. I feel like I'm at the gate waiting for the starter's pistol to go off.  I have no idea what's ahead, no idea where I'm going to place and yet can't wait to take off.  What's going to be MY starter pistol??  Can't imagine. Everything in time they say.  Time, time, time!  How much time is there?