January 11th 2012

It's kind of funny.  When things are going ok, I feel like they should be that way anyway.  What on earth kind of logic is that anyway. 
1.)  I'm grateful today that I'm actually feeling pretty good.  Not that I deserve to be feeling as good as I deserve as some people feel entitled to.
2.)  Low on call day, last couple of days have been tough and the break is good to focus on other things. 
3.)  Most everything I've done today has been successful and I feel like I'm contributing. 
4.)  Always nice to see smiling faces I'm grateful that people can smile despite their struggles.
5.)  For the sunshine and stars last night was very beautiful out. 
6.)  I'm grateful for being sober today completey entirely and it feels great. 
7.) I can still laugh and be happy today, even if it's for a short while it's great.
8.)  For dailystrength and the ability to journal and connect me with others who struggle similarly.
9.)  For a dream where I threw up and was ok with it.  Hopefully a foresight of things to come. 
10.)  Help from God and Hope for tomorrow.