jan7,2011

i felt i need to sit down and just cry...i just looked around and i have no family my dad and sister and brothers r all about their selfs and what they want...i just cant belive all that i done for them and they turned there back on me when i need them the most...they belived that i brough all this on myself for the  divorced from my first husband but how can my family wanted me to stay with someone who puts there love one though hell? i dont undrstand...this man toremented me every day of my life for 3 years there wasnt a day that went by that i didnt cry or throw up because of this man..he also made my son's life hell..how could a family?????want that for there loved one? i dont understand there way of thinking----i so want to cut the rope thats ties me to my dad but i cant i guess i am looking for him to love me? and as far as my sister goes shes just out to get what every she can..but it still hurts that they chose my ex's over me....