Jan 21/ 2010

We have a party to go to this weekend, I am torn between wanting to go and staying home. I usually go just because they are close friends but I really don't enjoy the crowd and the noise. I know patti would be disappointed if I didn't go, so I guess I go and make an appearance say hi and leave ealy like every other year. I am glad this is the last bash that they are doing, that seems horribble. Jenn is coming home for the weekend to go to the party so I have that to look forward to. I still have to make food and find something to wear....it is supposed to be a funeral theme.....it being the end of the line for the bash. I have developed a really nasty cough, it kind of scares me because of my compromised lungs....I have no fever or anything so I will just keep an eye on things and wait and see. I start the cyclophosphimide on monday so we'll see what that does to me.