JAN-2011

So here we are eight days into the new year...and absolutely nothing has changed when it comes to us...i have changed...i've had epiphanies and i've come to many realizations...YOU? not so much...you havent changed a bit in the 5 years we've been together...and no that is not a good thing...you are still the same selfish... condescending...arrogant person that I fell in love with...the only difference is that you proudly wear your so called disease as a badge of honor and use it as an excuse to hurt the ones you love including me if you really love me...because the truth is that i dont think you do...but thats another topic of its own.