Junk

Well we are well into January kinda and I went to the hospital and got my med's so I feel better,but I wonder why this morning I had a minor attack didn't last long and wasn't as bad, but still had one. Hum I guess I'll never know. 
Another  thing I have'nt been  going to see my therapist why should I go nothing ever changes I still feel shitty sometimes I never take her advice it's so hard,but again I gotta go cause I gotta try mabey next week.
Um anything else? Guess not that's all for now!