IUI Tomorrow!

Had second u/s this morning cd113/14.  Had one follicle on my right ovary 18cm!  So we are going in tomorrow.  Also doing acupuncture!  Very nervous and very excited.  As much as I want to have hope I am also afraid of the disappointment after the 2ww.  I've been internalizing the anxiety by stuffing it down with food.  I'm a relatively healthy person, very active.  But with the cold upon us, and the stress of wanting TTC, I've been eating a lot at night while infront of the TV.  I think I am having a hard time just sitting still and dealing with feelings and emotions that surface when I'm alone and quiet.  I am thinking of seeing a therapist while undergoing FT.  My DH is a sweetheart and my bestfriend, but I need him to be optimistic and happy, so I don't want to overwhelm him with my own "stuff", or make him feel like he has to be on eggshells either.  I am going to try to incorporate yoga into a nightly ritual as a way to be kind to my body and focus my mind.  I feel like I am going to break at any moment!!