its so F*ing hott...

supposed to be 112 today...in OR...this is unprecedented (at least in my 35 yrs.) F*, I cant stand the heat...F* F* F*, its so F*ing hot...F*ing global warming...it doesnt even get to 100 til august usually, and even then its only like a few days...now its not even JULY, and its like Vegas heeeerrrreeee...wtfffffff....if this is the new normal, I cant take it..imma have to move north...most ppl dont have AC here, since it doesnt really get that hot til aug., and then its only a few days..but FFFFFFF...we've been having heat waves since like march or april, of 80 degrees...when it doesnt even get to 80 til July usually...this is like the worst el nino ever lol...I really hope the rest of the summer cools off, cuz if not im seriously gonna have to go to alaska or something...or see if theres a cooling center I can hang out in...I've never been good w/heat...even as a kid, I would get so overheated...would always wear shorts in the winter, and my teacher would be like "shorts, again!?!?" and my dad would be like "I know, I dont know how she does it" lol.

uggggghhhhhhhh.

I wish I had F*ing AC...or even one of those mini portable ones for like $100...idk if they do much, but would prob. be better than a fan. but I'm out of money, again... need to go take another cool shower...stocked up on frozen treats and already had a bunch of creamsicles last couple days...thats what I hate about the heat, u wanna have a popsicle or something, but dont want to have to keep having them, and all the sugar (or fat).  I wanted to get some popsicles so at least they wouldnt be as fattening as the creamsicles that I kept scarfing, lolll...but they were mostly out, except banana pops (which I love), but I didnt think I'd have room in the freezer, since its a mini fridge...ugh.  welp, w/all the ones I've eaten, maybe I'll have room soon and can go get some lol.  but theyre probly out now.  i should go have some more, just in case...lolll.

well, its supposed to finally cool down tmrw, and *only* be 94, lol...then back down to 80's...thank F*ing god..this is the devil incarnate....it feels like the F*ing middle east here lol...now I see why those F*ers are so angry, lol...I used to think wow, how can anyone have the energy to be so mad when its so hot...lol.  usually im just a sloth, and try to relax as much as possible, and do as little as possible, to not stress myself out...but Fuuuuuuuu***** sure does make u wanna do something. lol.

every F*ing inch of me is sweating...havent sweat so much in my whole life as the last 2 days...lol.

was in the shower for like an hour last night, before I went to the store...start dripping again as soon as I get dressed.

thank god only a few more hours til it starts cooling off...I hope this is just the devil visiting lol, cant take this anymore...lord help us.