Its Sept

its almost bee a month since being on the hormone theropy, it has been quite a ride. Some issues i have expirenced are the mood swings but not by anger but with sorrow and sometimes confussion, where that came from i have no idea but for one day i felt lost , meaning my mind was thinking it was another day than what it was suppose to be like it was accually Sunday and in my mind i thought it was monday, it was disturbing, a friend of mine disscsed with me that sometimes it happens to with people on Hrt , she was telling me that her son now her daughter went through the same problem but she had a hard time to her out of it swearing that it was that day. With me i was glad to get that cleared up but it was disturbing have that impression, im just glad i only experienced it one time. but when i had that problem i did know where i was at and where in other words i knew what i was doing except for the day of the week that would have seem to have moved up. other than that i dont see any physical changes and no more cravings for food. even though i only had them for 2 days during the first month other than that no more. But i would like to know what else should i expect during this journey that hasnt been docmented. I do know that everyone is different. 

in other matters , for the next several months i will be undergoing two surgeries nothing pertainning to my HRT but the story is with my vision. Found out a couple months ago that i am losing my vision in both eyes and i have been schedualed for surgery n October and Novemeber and I will say that im worried on the outcome and what it is going to do to my vision. i just hope for the best as i have the best doctors to handle the problem, but its another bill that i will have to pay, i feel its a set back due to the fact im trying to get another theropist and it is a huge challenge for me because they cut the hours at work but its just the begining.

i still havent heard from my wife in awhile, im waiting for papers for my student loans to sign so i can send them back , but they should have been here by now so im going to give it a couple more days. no state check from the taxes which she probally found a way to cash it, im starting to have doubts just as my doubts about her filing a devorce, still haven been able to find away to say hello to my two boys. 

right now im just worried about the surgeries that are comming up soon. 

and next week I go back for my check up to see what my body is doing .

but over all its been pretty good.

Danielle