Its over

He's still so angry and mean. I don't get it. He abandons me and he's angry?!?!?!!!! I'm so frustrated by this situation. I know I need to move on. That is my only option. I think he's seeing someone else but thinking about that will only make me sick. I'm so embarrassed that I married him. He's nothing that I want him to be. He's never here and he doesn't want to be here. He doesn't want to work on things. My marriage is over.