Its never ending!!!
I try to smile and keep my head up and its not working its always one thing after the other. I don't have friends fighting with family struggling with the urge to self harm problems in my marriage and now to top it all off 15000 in school loans are being taking out of my pay right before i am due with my second child when i need the money most, and the fact the school was shit i didn't want to go and was forced to by my family and look at what i got no job in that field and I'm gong to making even less money because of it and if i say anything that will just cause a damn war. All i hear from that is how unappreciative that i am and that i only care about my self. so now i am going threw things trying to sell my things just so when i have my child i don't have to go back a week later.Honestly if my husband and kids were not with me i wouldn't still be even sitting here they are the only thing keeping me alive and going.
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Try to hang in there; I know that\'s trite but it\'s true; things get better and I know how it is when bad stuff just keeps coming at you, seemingly overwhelming you but once you get through them you\'ll feel better for it and stronger for it too. Try to keep thinking of the positive things in your life, especially the kids. At least getting your feelings down in the journal is a good start; it\'s a positive way of expressing your angst and anxieties and I\'ve learned t hat doing that can be a big help.