Its my Birthday!!

So tomorrow is my Birthday and I am spoiling myself all weekend, had my nails done today and bought myself a few gifts.... Tomorrow I plan to lunch with some freinds (and cross my fingers that they dont push any of my buttons........ with insensitive comments)
Then Monday we have our drug collect appointment so me and DH are driving over (1hr 40min drive) and making a day of it for my birthday, so I've managed to take some of the anxiety out of it all using my Birthday! Birthdays are a bit of a struggle for me since I am located it New Zealand but my family is still in England where I grew up, thats a hell of a long way and I always feel the distance at Birthdays but especially while I'm going through all of this too!!!
Oh well wont be long and I'll finally know what all this self injection business feels like!!!