Its in the ABC of growing up

I know this could possibly sound stupid or something, but i like to write honestly about how i feel here.... i feel like i have changed and am changing, i am listening to a song i used to listen to a lot because something in it struck me and was relevant for me at that time, listening to it now it no longer seems so relevant, and i look at the person who used to listen to that song and that isnt me anymore.  The girl who listened to that song was struggling to grow up and get on with life, she felt coffee was never strong enough, she was destroying herself and everyone could see it, but she couldnt help it and neither could anyone else, she needed looking after because she cared so little for herself that she couldnt look after herself, she tried to hide from people and pretend she was fine and hide her reality.  Over time she has fade, i am different now, i do care for myself, it is like i have grown up in the development of my mind and i am happy to have done so....there is still a way to go, but my fundamental thinking of myself has changed and thats why some of my behaviours have already changed and why other behaviours are in the process of changing...