Its hard again and ive fallen into depression

Little background before you read my poem...

My parents made me quit me job. Ive fallen into depression and I feel stuck. I only feel free when I am at school and that is even limited. Home doesnt feel safe, im being mentally abused almost every day by my stepmom constantly yelling at me. This shit hurts a lot and I cant cope anymore. I have though about running away do many times lately but I cant. My parents want to move 2 hours away which makes life so hard because I like it here. My life is here. My best freind is here and I cant let that go.

Heres my POEM... "A Home That Isnt Home"

I’m drowning in a life I didn’t choose,
Every day feels like something I lose.
A home that’s not home, just walls that confine,
Yelling that echoes and eats at my mind.

Running’s my silence, my place to be free,
A moment of breath where it’s only just me.
But the weight of their choices drags me back down,
And I’m left here to carry what spins me around.

I want to stay rooted, my best friend, my ground,
Not be torn away, not forced to new towns.
I want to feel steady, not broken, not small,
But right now I’m tired of holding it all.