its gonna work out.

I will be going to a hospital to help me.  My husband  has realized he can't help me.  My medicines are not working .My insomnia is so bad. I am up now 4 am feeling well. Only slept 4 hrs. I have my highs an lows too extreme. I want to feel more even in emotions. I know God loves my family. I will leave them in his hands as i go to recover . He is the only one I have faith in. God knows I will love them forever. No matter what happens  my heart belongs to my boys, michael, erik, and jon! My love for my husband. My mom and dad are in Gods hands. My sister Donna will have to take care of my parents. My husband will take care of my boys. God loves them  all so very much. It is in the father, the son and the holy spirt I leave their God to protect them. Jesus  Christ is my savior and is my familys protector forever. I am so loved by them all and I love them eternally.  Please pray for them and pray that at this time in the hospital  I get better to take care of them. I love all my extended family and friends on ds. Without my friends  here on ds, I wouldn't  have known I really  needed help. I wil always  be thankful for all, everyones love and kindness in my  life. I hope everyone realizes that all I want to do is to love and help and be beautiful  to them all.I love you all.ox, forever.

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scandalousbeauty
scandalousbeauty

Hey sweetheart. I think the hospital will give you the help that you need. I know you are nervous but like you said everything and everyone will be taken care of. You have to focus on you getting better now. I hope that you will write me when you get out. I love you lady bug. Stay safe.
kandeekandy733
kandeekandy733

Sending you love, hugs and prayers
Larissa238
Larissa238

*hugs* I know you have been going through a lot. I will be keeping you and your family in my thoughts! I\'m here for you... call me when you get out!
Community LeaderSunCloudJD
SunCloudJD

I\'m so glad that you\'re reaching out for the help that you need Angie... I think you\'ve made a really wise choice... big hug and a blessing...xo
1bummedout
1bummedout

So happy you are going to get the help you need

Big hugs

From your friend
joyfullady46
joyfullady46

Angie, I am so GLAD that you will get the help that you need. Know that I love you and JESUS loves you and that HE will be there when you need him whatever the time is, you can always rely on HIM to help you out. PLEASE give me a call when you get back home and I will be glad to talk to you. I will keep your husband, boys, your parents and your sister in my daily thoughts and prayers. I love you so much my SISTER IN CHRIST!
JOYHOLY
JOYHOLY

I PRAY YOY GET THE HELP YOU NEED, YES \'\'GOD\'\' WILL TAKE CARE OF US ALL, BLESSINGS TO YOU AND FAMILY, BE HEALED IN \'\'JESUS CHRIST NAME\'\' LOVE LUCY**
Misred
Misred

Praying for you Angie (((HUGS)))
amandasmith
amandasmith

hope ur better
muskrattiger
muskrattiger

I am very proud of you ....that you have relized that you need the help ..and ...have made the right dishion ....in going to get that help .....yu are right ...in leaving ..everything to God and Jesus .....they couldent be in better hands ...and your husband ...will look after the kids ..........when my children ..I had to do the same thing .....and I left ...my family in gods hands ...and my h looked ..after..our children ........this way you can ..concentrat on getting your self better .......if your doctor de sides that ..you need .....ECT. I had that ...and it was a life saver ....but it makes you forget a lot ..but if someone...talkers to you about the things you have forgotten .....you will rember ......I will be keeping you in my thoughts and in my prayers .....get better ...God bless