Its been a long long time!

I thought I would write a little journal entry, not quite sure why but thought I would, don't even know if it will be read as a havent been on here for ages. Anyways....all is good with me, i am not sure why i stopped coming on here, i think it was the next natural step for me in recovery.  One of the main things that has helped me in recovery has been focusing on life and living it and so i think by coming on here less i was ableto do that a little more.  I look back at the goals i set on here in the past and realised it was just over a year ago that i set the goal to eat 3 healthy balanced meals a day, i had previously set that kind of goal and failed within a few days but i stuck to it and carried on pushing through so near impossible times, and here i am just over a year later still eating all my meals, to that i have added snacks and now even enjoy eating the food that i wouldnt go near less than a year ago.  And even better is the fact that the person i was a year ago seems so far from the person i am now and i would never want to go back, it has been a long journey but i have felt pretty much there for a while now.  I still have the occasional day where i struggle with the thoughts returning but i have learnt to battle them now and they do soon pass, i can fight the voice of anorexia with a voice of reason that has grown stronger and made anorexia weaker and weaker.  There are too many positives to living healthily, i love all the things i can do now and i have also been with my boyfriend for 4 months now, and if anorexia was still part of my life that would have been impossible for many reasons including the fact we eat together pretty much every night. :D Anyway if you are reading this then you have probably had enough of my random ramblingsby now. But if anyone wants to talk do message me, and i wish everyone all the best in their recoveries.  xxx