Its beem a while....from bad to worse....

well it has been a loooong while since I have been on here, mostly cause my life has gone from bad to worse. A year ago I could say that I was happy in spite of the things I had faced in my life, that I had never really been depressed or anything even close, and then in the middle of November last year, for no reason, I had a seizure, and since then my world was turned upside down...lately I have been consumed with dealing with DSS because my ex's parents lodged numerous reports about me claiming that I don't have epilepsy I am just a druggy and thats why I have seizures, so somehow they managed to get my kid taken and my life ruined...I have him back now, but I wake up and my life is no longer my own, and I have no clue what to do about it....maybe I will be more detailed later but at the moment I dont think I can handle going into things...I am in desperate need for another human out there to talk to, by email or what not, its a very lonely life sometimes....now im feeling sorry for myself, but that doesnt make it any less true....