Its bee a while
I know its been a while since i last checked in. I have been laying llow on DS. I was getting depressed by all teh BFP everywhere i turned. Im happy for you guys just ready for it to be my turn already. I have kinda taken a step back from everything that throws -- you arnt pregnant in my face. I stoped hanging out with my friends that just had babies. The straw that broke teh camels back on that one was when imy so called best friend said her and her husband where trying agian and there baby is only 4 months old. They got pregnant right off the bat last time and I dont want togo through another pregnancy. SO i have joined teh gym and a softball team. Both are making me fel so much better. I had my self analyzed atthe gym and found out i am in great shape and everything. My BMI is perfect and so is everything else. So now im just working on toning and looking better. I got a little tubby. Soft vall is great. We have our first home study tonight. it is about frealing time. If been like a month. You really have to stay on these people. Well thats all for now. Have a good one. Nikki
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I know exactly how you feel. There are babies all around me. It is mixed emotions. I am glad you are moving forward with the adoption process though. I think that will help take your mind off of things too. Good luck with everything and keep in touch. XOXOXO Jessica
Wow girl it is nice to hear from you, I was starting to kind of wonder. I am in the same boat you are. I am officially calling it quits on going to all the baby showers. I have one pregnant friend that I am still close with and talk to alot, but other then that I am keeping my distance. I know it may not look right on my part, but it is the only way I can keep my sanity.
i know how u feel. as nice as it is to see everyone getting their bfps it is also very hard. ur certainly not alone! hang in there!
Sometimes lying low is necessary for awhile. I wish you the best with your first homestudy tonight. That\'s great about your BMI and all . Working out does help me as well. Again wishing you only the best and praying for good things tonight with the homestudy.