Its bee a while

I know its been a while since i last checked in. I have been laying llow on DS. I was getting depressed by all teh BFP everywhere i turned. Im happy for you guys just ready for it to be my turn already. I have kinda taken a step back from everything that throws -- you arnt pregnant in my face. I stoped hanging out with my friends that just had babies. The straw that broke teh camels back on that one was when imy so called best friend said her and her husband where trying agian and there baby is only 4 months old. They got pregnant right off the bat last time and I dont want togo through another pregnancy. SO i have joined teh gym and a softball team. Both are making me fel so much better. I had my self analyzed atthe gym and found out i am in great shape and everything. My BMI is perfect and so is everything else. So now im just working on toning and looking better. I got a little tubby. Soft vall is great.   We have our first home study tonight. it is about frealing time. If been like a month. You really have to stay on these people. Well thats all for now. Have a good one.  Nikki