Its always something

So its been awhile since I was here.I just been dealing with so much here and taking it day by day.Still keeping sugars down although some days I dont give a damn if they are up or down.I had blood work the 1st part of August and my A1c was 5.9 so I am happy about that.Not thrilled that the chlesterol is still up and from everything I have read and people I have talked to it seems that diabetes and cholesterol go hand in hand.So now Dr wants me to take Zocor for the cholesterol.I have'nt started it yet because I hate taking medicines.
Monday was in ER having all sorts of test done for my heart racing and they couldnt find anything wrong which is good news.I believe it was just my anxiety kicking in with a really good attack.Lord knws that there is a lot of stress here in my life.So the Dr gave me a new med to try and Im hesitant to try it because my blood pressures are already so low.Im not sure I want to try this beta blocker.Seems its always something.!!!