It will be three years!

I would like to first send Love and hugs to all my friends out there!  I am sorry I haven't been on the sight for quite some time, but, I want you all to know I haven't forgotten any of you!!
September is my Thomas' birthday, I think how wonderful it would have been to celebrate it with him.  Next month will be three years since he went to Heaven. Whats amazing is I know he is with me.  I have had some experiences that totally rocked my world.  Knowing he is with me a guiding spirit in my life.
Thomas lit my world with his smile and gave me the world with his love.  He opened doors for me to really know what real love really is and I was blessed.
I haven't dated be working on my home,  going to work and spending time with my family when I can.  Thats on rare occassions.
My life is very boring and actully to tell you honestly very empty with Thomas not in it to share everything with.  I still have the ups and downs and this month because of his birthday is one of the down times.  I think we all go though them Next month is his passing and again I find it very hard then come the holiays I really haven't been in the holiday mood since his passing.  Well I just wanted to touch base with you all out there  Sending Love and Hugs and hope yu all are doing well  !!  Sandi