It was a manic Monday!!!
November 6, 2012 ~ 1:31 AM
Last night I didn't not sleep well and I couldn't figure it out. Then after falling asleep about 4:30 in the morning I was awake by eight o'clock. It driving me crazy because I'm still so full of energy.
The good thing about being manic is my mind is racing and I get a lot accomplished. I had a very productive day today. I made an appointment to get my eyes checked so I can get some new reading glasses. my current ones our bent and all scratched up. I went on medicare.gov to find a new insurance plan that covered Tysabri infusion for my MS. Denise will be upset because it still lists HMO blue but there's no referrals needed this plan is a lot like Health New England. They are sending me information in the mail. I haven't had an infusion since May 24 so I desperately need infusion and to get my health back on track. I made an appointment with my neurologist in January when the new coverage starts. that makes me happy Dr. Mel is not to be happy with me he always says he worries about me and asked that he can pray for me. Not the kind of thing you want to hear from your doctor. Yesterday was the first day that I got really bad my MS was acting up, it may be better tomorrow once I pick up my Neurontin. it's all nerve pain so the Neurontin will help because I only had three left and that been for a while.
I called STCC to make an appointment about admissions. I saw My Massachusetts rehabilitation counselor and explained to her that I really think I want to go back to work and scand screw. I just need to get my bipolar in control I've only been on my meds now for a month so things can look very different in January.
I also was able to help out some of my neighbors with their Medicare research and the Obama phone issues. it was nice to be nice and hope and. I have been the biggest bitch the last couple of weeks so we were shocked when I said hello to them today . they still not at the point where I realize might bipolar is acting up. I need to keep better track of my moods. the other thing I help my neighbors with was getting new information about the food pantry. I need a flyer for a free Thanksgiving, with dinner Moolicious is hosting. tomorrow I will take it to the restaurant and get the owner's approval before I post it.
I love what I manic because they have the energy to do the things that I really need to do around my apartment.
The bad part of today was I was served my first notice of eviction by the Sheriff,I'm not worried though I have all my records that show I've paid twice a year since I've lived here.
Even though I am very codependent I actually have had conversations with Nate about what was going on with me financially. last week even though I am financially strapped I wasted 50 bucks on hard. I owe Denise 40 bucks and with the 10 bucks for the got me five loads of laundry or gas in my car but instead I bought drugs. I still owe Denise for my visit in June. I throw out my crack pipe only to buy a new one. I really need to find something to do with myself I'm extremely bored and lonely. Those are the times that I use.
I was proud of myself because despite my extreme codependent issues I was able to talk about financial issues with Nate!!!!! I also was able to express to him I fear of him leaving me once he gets his life straightened out. he says there's no way in hell he's leaving me heck he's even fighting with his mom about her getting over her issues with me. Nate wants me To spend the holidays with his family and he wants me to be a part me to. so he told his mother to get over it over he would be spending the holidays with her. it made me cry to know that I mean that much to him.
now it's 205 A.m. and I'm going to take a nice warm shower to try to relax myself so that I can go to bed.
Last night I didn't not sleep well and I couldn't figure it out. Then after falling asleep about 4:30 in the morning I was awake by eight o'clock. It driving me crazy because I'm still so full of energy.
The good thing about being manic is my mind is racing and I get a lot accomplished. I had a very productive day today. I made an appointment to get my eyes checked so I can get some new reading glasses. my current ones our bent and all scratched up. I went on medicare.gov to find a new insurance plan that covered Tysabri infusion for my MS. Denise will be upset because it still lists HMO blue but there's no referrals needed this plan is a lot like Health New England. They are sending me information in the mail. I haven't had an infusion since May 24 so I desperately need infusion and to get my health back on track. I made an appointment with my neurologist in January when the new coverage starts. that makes me happy Dr. Mel is not to be happy with me he always says he worries about me and asked that he can pray for me. Not the kind of thing you want to hear from your doctor. Yesterday was the first day that I got really bad my MS was acting up, it may be better tomorrow once I pick up my Neurontin. it's all nerve pain so the Neurontin will help because I only had three left and that been for a while.
I called STCC to make an appointment about admissions. I saw My Massachusetts rehabilitation counselor and explained to her that I really think I want to go back to work and scand screw. I just need to get my bipolar in control I've only been on my meds now for a month so things can look very different in January.
I also was able to help out some of my neighbors with their Medicare research and the Obama phone issues. it was nice to be nice and hope and. I have been the biggest bitch the last couple of weeks so we were shocked when I said hello to them today . they still not at the point where I realize might bipolar is acting up. I need to keep better track of my moods. the other thing I help my neighbors with was getting new information about the food pantry. I need a flyer for a free Thanksgiving, with dinner Moolicious is hosting. tomorrow I will take it to the restaurant and get the owner's approval before I post it.
I love what I manic because they have the energy to do the things that I really need to do around my apartment.
The bad part of today was I was served my first notice of eviction by the Sheriff,I'm not worried though I have all my records that show I've paid twice a year since I've lived here.
Even though I am very codependent I actually have had conversations with Nate about what was going on with me financially. last week even though I am financially strapped I wasted 50 bucks on hard. I owe Denise 40 bucks and with the 10 bucks for the got me five loads of laundry or gas in my car but instead I bought drugs. I still owe Denise for my visit in June. I throw out my crack pipe only to buy a new one. I really need to find something to do with myself I'm extremely bored and lonely. Those are the times that I use.
I was proud of myself because despite my extreme codependent issues I was able to talk about financial issues with Nate!!!!! I also was able to express to him I fear of him leaving me once he gets his life straightened out. he says there's no way in hell he's leaving me heck he's even fighting with his mom about her getting over her issues with me. Nate wants me To spend the holidays with his family and he wants me to be a part me to. so he told his mother to get over it over he would be spending the holidays with her. it made me cry to know that I mean that much to him.
now it's 205 A.m. and I'm going to take a nice warm shower to try to relax myself so that I can go to bed.
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