It was a big week

Last week was a big week for me. I had two rounds of interviews for a dream job and I finally got a place of my own. I hear back on the job this week and I move into my house in two weeks. I can honestly say it was a pretty good week and I am so grateful that things are looking up. Right now I am struggling with deciding if I should remain friends with the man who broke my heart and despite this, I am still very much in love with him. I feel as though the friendship makes it hard for me to let him go because when I am with him I am reminded of all the reasons I love him. I am also reminded that he loves me as well but just doesn't want the relationship and I find myself getting angry internally at him which is not his fault. I never want to hate him, but I don't think I am strong enough to continue to be friends with him. I know this will hurt him and I never want to hurt him either. It feels selfish of me because we do have an amazing friendship. I don't know what to do.