It's the holiday

Christmas came a little early for us.....had everyone over yesterday for the holiday.  Lauren and Andrew and baby Christian headed to Detroit for the week to spend the holidays with the Roses.  I'm sad but that is what to be.
I spent Friday night with Nes....we went to dinner first and then to his house.  He is so sweet but certainly does not want what I am looking for.  I'm not sure what role he is to play in my life but for now, it's nice to have the attention.  I needed "affection" and I certainly get plenty of it from him when I am with him.  It's nice to have someone tell you that you are beautiful.....I just don't hear it enough I guess.  It's not that I don't believe it....it's just nice to hear it.  It certainly helps that he is a great lover as well...
In the meantime, I continue my "recruiting" on eHarm.  It is amazing at the attention that I am getting.  I really can't believe it....we shall continue to see where this journey takes me!  I'm certainly enjoying it.....
Tomorrow marks Xmas eve and Kyle and I are heading downtown to the John Hancock for dinner/lunch.  Thought it would be a nice thing for both of us to do together since we have no where else to go.  Xmas day will be quiet for us....
That's it for now....always in our memories are the children of Sandy Hook Elementary School in Newtown, CT who were taken from this life.....may they rest in peace and forever be in the hearts of those who loved them so....