It's still weird

Still not use to having her to care for . Being able to leave the house is weird too .
Working on the house. While we were at moms funeral my house flooded.
The city is working on streets and some one said they hit a main water pipe. So the river run threw it .
The funeral was great . My sister in law did beautiful flowers and I did the program on my computer and also we made a dvd presentations . That caused most tears.
I lost my Mom, bestfriend, baby girl and job in a few minutes . At the end see was like my baby . Life can take a drastic turn and totally change.