It's only Tuesday.....

UGH.......feeling a little "woe" is me.....so busy with getting the house ready to be sold and getting ready for Lauren's bday and Vegas in a few weeks and just not feelin it.  T has once again "backed" away from me....it's like a rubber band relationship if you could even call it that.  Sure....I knew this would be so "toxic" to let him back in but he tapped into these feelings that I tried so very long to push back in my heart....I'm not mad; more sad than anything about it you could say.  I suppose it would be so different if I was dating someone else....certainly not the answer because I haven't resolved these feelings.  I had some ray of hope that there would be a second chance.....