It's okay I'll still love you

whats the worst feeling knowing your wife is texting another man and has been doing it for years miss me yet I want your baby or telling me she had an affair and all the details only to tell me seven years later and how do I cope with my anger and hurt I love her more and more stronger and stronger I hate having to check her phone everyday one because we're married we should have to worry about that stuff two it's like being hurt is the only thing I'm used to so how do I trust again love I tell myself because of the vows that I took when we got married so even though this pain you cause me breaks me kills me I just want to tell you I will always love you and I'm here for you and will fight for you

hugs and love

rob