It's NOT the CHRISTIAN WAY..But I DISPISE YOU!

Your a liar and a thief. I can NEVER EVER TRUST YOU AGAIN....I can NEVER believe a SINGLE WORD you say..NEVER EVER! WE CANNOT NOR WILL NOT EVER BE FRIENDS. You were fake from the very very beginning. You wasn't secure in our relationship and even came to tears a few times simply because I said hello to A MALE customer. I didn't realize your insecurities stemmed from YOU BEING A COMMUNITY PENIS HOE-BAG YOURSELF!!! I am only left to assume that because you were sleeping with STANKY TWAT little girls (I refuse to believe that a GROWN WOMAN would have a STENCH SO HORRIBLE) that you felt I would do to you what you WERE DOING TO ME. I know this is NOT the CHRISTIAN way but LORD KNOWS if I had KNOWN WHAT YOU REALLY ARE ( A DEMON WALKING THIS EARTH TO DESTROY ALL THAT YOU COME ACROSS). I would have cheated without hesitation. I would have allowed Bennett (the guy who wanted to rent a room) move in and not have a bit of concern whether you stayed or not. I STILL have to ask myself.."WHAT KIND OF PERSON...THING...ENTITY would go about doing what YOU did in the manner in which YOU did? I mean...YES MEN CHEAT....THEY CHEAT ON GOOD WOMEN...but I REFUSE to believe in the manner in which you did. I mean...while I am at home daily, cleaning for you, cooking for you, isolating myself from friends (Cause YOU didn't like them), Turning down men DAILY, etc. YOUR OUT MEETING CHICKS IN PERSON AND ON FACE-BOOK, emailing and texting them, meeting up with them (I read the emails between you and that moonchin trick Kenyattta Clinckscale)...got the digits and all. BOY WHAT A FREAKING FOOL I WAS!!! Then what SOLIDIFIED WHAT A CALLOUS NASTY TRICK SNAKE HOE YOU BE...You were emailing back and forth with ASHLEY KINCHEN..who I later found out was Santrean's (YOUR EX-GIRLFRIEND) COUSIN!!!! WHAT A FREAKING PIG!!!!!! I CANNOT...WILL NOT....REFUSE TO HAVE A MINUTE AMOUNT OF RESPECT FOR A NEGRO WHO WOULD TRY TO SLEEP WITH OR TALK TO AN EX'S FAMILY MEMBER!!!! THAT ACTION ALONE RENDERS YOU ABSOLUTELY NOTHING FROM ME. IF I SAW SOME GUYS BEATING YOUR FAKE WANNA BE TAIL DOWN WITH A STEEL PIPE IN THE STREETS. I PROMISE ON OUR SON"S LIFE I WOULD WALK THE FUDGE AWAY AND I HAVEN"T SEEN A DAMN THING..NOTHING...ZILCH....NADA. WHAT A FREAKING SAD AND FUDGED UP REALITY. Then to add INSULT to injury...not only were you emailing these hoes, but YOU HAD THE FREAKING STANK, DROOPY, LINTY PEANUTS FOR BALLS TO DISCUSS ME WITH THESE HOES. This DUSTY TAIL, SYNTHETIC WEAVE WEARING, FAKE NAIL AND EYELASH WEARING YOUNG DUMB BITCHES TALKING ABOUT I'M OLD AND YADA YADA YADA. NIGGA I'M 41 NOW AND MAKE THESE YOUNG BUBBLE-GUM POPPING, WORKING @ MICKEY D'S FRY-DIPPING ASSES, WALMART GROCERY BAGGING HOES LOOK A HOT MESS. HOES GOTTA GLUE/SEW SOME DAMN WEAVE IN THEM BALD ASS HEADS, WHILE MY NATURAL GOD GIVEN LOCKS CASCADE DOWN MY DAMN BACK (BITCH DON'T HATE...GET SOME DAMN SUPA GROW HOE(LOL)! I MEAN IF YOU WANT TO GET FUNKY..LET'S GO ALL THE DAMN WAY. THESE ENFAMIL DRINKING BITCH'S USING THEIR $200 (AFTER 2 WEEKS AND TAXES) CHECKS TO PAY FUNG CHOW TO SUPERGLUE ON SOME GOT DAMN NAILS AND LASHES...GOTTA BORROW A FEW BUCKS FROM THEY MAMMY'S TO COMPLETE THE ATROCIOUS LOOK WITH AN OUTFIT FROM FREAKING "RAINBOW" WITH ALL THE DAMN STRINGS HANGING OFF...TRICK DON'T WASH THAT SHIT...THESE HOES ARE BENEATH ME NIGGA!!!! AND YOUR TO DAM INTELLECTUALLY BRAIN DEAD TO HAVE EVEN REALIZED WHAT YOU "HAD". NIGGA WHEN I PICKED YOUR GARBAGE ASS UP OFF THE STREET..I BOUGHT YOUR ASS INTO A 4700 SQUARE FT HOME TRICK, PAID FOR BMW, RUNNING MY OWN DAMN BUSINESS, AND WORKING A 9 to 5..AND YOU DOWNGRADE AND DEAL WITH HOES STILL RESIDING WITH THEIR DAMN MOTHER!!!!!!!!? THE more I think about it...the more I realize and the more people STATE TO ME...your ass was BENEATH ME TOO. PLAN AND SIMPLE..I WENT SLUMMING!!!! Then let's talk about the type of hoes you like dealing with. Now I'm angry so I will admit...Yes profanity is being leaked from my lips..but these chicks you deal with (your new BABY MAMA...FIANCE (LOL) SHAY RAY....and practically all the rest...they are NOT gutter rats...these hoes ARE SEWER RATS...feeding off FECES. I mean what type of BRAINLESS HOE gets on FACE-BOOK and TELLS THE WORLD...I GET HIGH...I USE MARIJUANA WHILE PREGNANT!!!!? She talking about how fly she is Hoe look like a walking billboard with all those ghetto assed tatoos. Look at your facebook page....PRACTICALLY everyone you deal with on a REGULAR basis are some COCK ROACH living nigga's straight from your local "HOOD" just like you like them. And YOU....WITH YOUR GARBAGE ASS (birds of a feather shit turds together) GLORIFY these sort of people. You online posting they are your peeps and saying thanks to them and please hold you down..WTF!!!! What the hell you thanking them for cause they smoked a blunt with your ass...AND YOUR DUMB ASS IS SERIOUS!!!!!!????????????????????????? Got me CONFUSED THEN A MUTHA!!!!!! I mean I wrote a damn judge a 5 page letter FRONT AND BACK...telling him the GOOD THINGS that I THOUGHT I SAW IN YOU...so he would let your raggedy INSTITUTIONALIZED ass out of JAIL...NIGGA I DID THAT....YOU GOT WORK RELEASE BECAUSE OF ME TRICK AND DON'T YOU EVER FORGET THAT!!!! I let your BROKE CONVICTED FELON ASS move into MY HOME....AROUND MY CHILDREN....I BURNT MY DAMN GAS TO BRING YOU LUNCH EVERY GOT DAMN DAY!!!! WHEN I DIDN'T COOK WHICH WAS RARE..I SPENT MY GOT DAMN MONEY TO BUY YOUR ASS LUNCH TO BRING TO YOU AT WORK NIGGA...I PUT THEM DAMN MILES ON MY BEAMER DAILY HOE!!!! DAILY!!!!! I USED MY MONEY TO GET A HOUSE PHONE (WHICH I DIDN"T NEED) SO YOUR RAGGEDY ASS COULD CALL FROM THE JAILHOUSE!!!! I STOPPED GOING TO MY GIRLFRIEND'S HOUSE AND WAS HOME BY 6 PM DAILY TRICK CAUSE YOU "ASKED" AND SO YOU COULD CALL. I DID WHATEVER IT TOOK TO COMFORT YOU IN YOUR TIME OFF NEED......I DIDN'T ALLOW A MALE BORDER TO MOVE IN CAUSE YOUR ASS WASN'T COMFORTABLE WITH A MALE UNDER "MY ROOF" AND LOST MY HOME...MY KID'S HOME....IN A FORECLOSURE CAUSE "YOU" COULDN'T GET A JOB AND BE THE MAN THAT YOU "PRETENDED" TO BE!!!! I LAID UP AND HAD A BABY CAUSE YOU NOT ONLY HARASSED ME TO FREAKING DEATH, BUT YOU CUT CONDOMS IN HALF AND EMPTIED MY CONTRACEPTIVE FOAM.....BUT YOU WALKING AROUND THANKING THESE NIGGA'S FOR WHAT!!!!? I HAD TO WRITE THIS DOWN FOR 2 REASONS. 1.) To get it off my chest and I KNOW one damn day...KARMA gonna slam your ass into a brick wall.....and you will be sorry for what you did....HOW YOU DID IT...WHEN YOU DID IT (your baby boy was only 3 months when you lost your got damn mind) and just like the dirtbag hoe that you be..you will deny this along with all that you have done....and this is a REMINDER NIGGA. If you ever come anywhere near me...begging....pleading...or simply asking for forgiveness...nigga all I have for you is this journal entry. SO YOU CAN REMINISCE ABOUT WHAT A FREAKING LOWLIFE DISGUSTING SCUMBAG YOU "ARE"!!!! THE ONLY GREAT THING THAT CAME FROM DEALING WITH YOUR SEWER RAT'S ASS IS "AMARI". HE IS THE ONLY REASON FOR YOU BEING IN MY LIFE!!!! WHAT DRIVES THE NAIL IN THE COFFIN OF ANY DEALINGS WITH YOU...ANY COMMUNICATION WITH YOU...ANY CORDIALNESS BETWEEN US IS THE FACT THAT I NOTICED ALL YOUR COCKROACH MALE FRIENDS....EVERY DAMN ONE......BROADCAST THEIR UNDYING LOVE FOR THE MOTHER OF THEIR CHILDREN, THEY HAVE PICS POSTED OF ALL THE INTERACTION WITH THEIR CHILDREN...YET YOUR NOT EVEN IN LIL FRED'S 1ST B-DAY PICS. YOUR BROTHER WAS....YOUR UNCLE WAS...BUT NOT YOU. Now I called myself not going because I was allowing YOU time with your son on his 1ST BIRTHDAY, with your family and called myself giving you that space to be with your girlfriend too. So I didn't go....BUT YOU..THE GOT DAMN FATHER...DIDN'T SHOW UP..WTF!!! But you know what when I say I get on my knees and I pray hard cause GOD SAYS...NO WEAPONS FORMED AGAINST ME SHALL PROSPER!!!
Beloved, never avenge yourselves, but leave it to the wrath of God, for it is written, “Vengeance is mine, I will repay, says the Lord.”
For he is God's servant for your good. But if you do wrong, be afraid, for he does not bear the sword in vain. For he is the servant of God, an avenger who carries out God's wrath on the wrongdoer.
This is all yours to bare demon! I want you to remember EVERY SINGLE EVIL THING YOU DID YO DISRESPECT ME....Laughing in my face...telling people that I BEGGED YOU TO GET ME PREGNANT AND ASKED YOU TO MARRY ME....when YOU KNOW IT WAS THE OTHER WAY AROUND....you told this to Rodney and he texted it to me....I saved it....remember the day you texted Augustine (MY NIECE) and told her YOU ALWAYS THOUGHT SHE WAS COOL...and asked COULD YOU CALL HER SOMETIMES??? LOL! Still doing whatever you THINK you can to hurt me, but your only hurting yourself in the end..my hurt...disbelief is ONLY TEMPORARY and has a purpose. YOU allowing that dumb POTHEAD HOE to text me talking about your her man...you found something better...CORRECTION HOE HE FOUND SOMEONE DUMBER....DUMB GULLIBLE ROACH...I mean really hoe??????? on face-book stating she 4 months pregnant August 24...March 30 she posted she straight feeling you...I got texted of your raggedy ass BEGGING LIKE THE BITCH YOU ARE TO COME HOME...WHAAAA WHHAAAAAA WHHHAAAAA I MISS MY FAMILY...which ONLY PROVES YOUR A SORRY NASTY SON OF A CHEATING BITCH TO SLEEP WITH HER BARELY KNOWING HER WITHOUT A CONDOM AND INSTANTLY GOT HER PREGNANT WHEN YOU DON'T DO A FUCKING THING WITH YOUR DRUG SLINGING MONEY BUT BUY MORE WEED WHILE YOUR MOTHER FINANCIALLY SUPPORTS YOUR DAMN CHILD..WHAT A FREAKING LOSER!!! HER DUMB ASS DIDN'T STOP FOR ONE DAMN SECOND TO SAY IF HIS SON ISN'T EVEN ONE...THE MOTHER DOES NOT AFFILIATE WITH HIM AT ALL...I WONDER WHY...ALL THAT DAMN WEED SHE SMOKE..BITCH HAS NO DAMN BRAIN CELLS LEFT. THEN YOU GOT THE BALLS TO TELL ME IF I FILE CHILD SUPPORT YOU WILL CUT OFF LIGHTS....NIGGA PLEASE I FILED CHILD SUPPORT THE NEXT DAY...AND THIS PAST FRIDAY I SIGNED UP FOR TANF..YOU GONNA HAVE TO PAY IT ALL BACK...STUPID TRICK. YOU SHOWED WHO YOU ARE AND I'LL BE DAMN IF YOU LEAVE FRED BY THE WAY SIDE WHILE YOU DO EVERYTHING FOR THIS HOE'S BABY CAUSE SHE'S A HOOD ROACH JUST LIKE YOU. I'M CONTACTING GEORGIA POWER MONDAY AND SWITCHING THE LIGHTS MYSELF. YOUR ON FACE-BOOK POSTING YOUR EITHER IN JAIL OR GOING TO JAIL..WHICH IS A FREAKING LIE CAUSE YOU STILL POSTING DAILY. WHAT A PIECE OF FREAKING TRASH. YOU TEXTED ME AFTER YOU LET THAT HOE TEXT ME TALKING ABOUT HOPEFULLY ONE DAY WE CAN BE CORDIAL FOR FRED'S SAKE. IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN. I PRAY THAT GOD REMOVES ANY AND ALL FEELINGS THAT I HAVE FOR YOU....EVEN THE HATE. YOU NO LONGER EXIST FOR ME....YOU ARE DEAD....IF I SAW YOU ON THE STREET (AND i HAVE MANY TIMES..MY JOURNAL STATES IT)..I DIDN'T SEE YOU AT ALL REALLY...YOUR DEAD TO ME FRED....DEAD! SORRY GUYS I HAD TO PUT THIS IN MY JOURNAL AS TO NEVER EVER FORGET!