it\'s not that bad.

  i hate the world right now.i hate it for loss, and other things, but mostly loss. as bad as i feel, i know it could be worse. i hate to say it, but, it happened because i'm drunk.and i got me drunk, and made a bad situation worse.that's it.i can't blame God, though i love to.i can't even blame the stuff i drank.i drank it.it's not like it was goimg to think me out of this situation.if i don't drink, i do better at things.this isn't reality, this isn't anything. i have to be a prerson before i can be a poet.and i have to love the weorld before i can allow myself to truly hate it,because then, if it doesn't hate me first, what's the point?

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As much as we hate it, why do we do it, when we know? Situations are always worsened, we know it, and we do it anyways. Let\'s do what you told me...tell a non alcoholic why we feel the need to drink and see what happens. Let\'s tell them, and let\'s feel stupid together, so we can see better. (o; Love ya friend!