it\'s me again

its been awile since i have wrote in my journal. so i figured that it is about time. i have been doing ok lately. i'm glad that the long weekend is now over. i had my niece all weekend. i was glad to let her go home.lol but now i have my nephew staying here for the rest of the week. through the weekend. because he was suspended from school for 4 days. 2 weeks left in school and he gets suspended. anyway, i guess that is life. he has struggled so hard since his mom died. and the sad part is that there is nothing that i can do to help him. the law says that his dad has the say so on everything in chris' life. so i just love him as best as i can when i have him. i still have not been able to quit smoking, yet. but i know that when the time is right that with GOD'S help then i'll be able to quit for good. thank you all for your support.