It's Just So Hard..

Some days I can do this and some days I could just go curl up and cry for a few hours..
It seems like every time I go to the dcotor to get a problem fixed they find something else wrong with me. It's so frustrating. The news about Celiac was some pretty good news though, maybe I'll be a new person in a few months.. I really hope so. I'm really tired of this, and I miss the old me. The one who was motivated to do her schoolwork, and ran for fun, and read books, and played piano, and loved to get up in the morning. I want so bad to be that girl again. But maybe now I actually have a shot at getting her back if I stick to this gluten free diet and then let all my meds work once my stomach heals some.
I feel so lost when it comes to grocery shopping; I went to Kroger today and had to google everything to check to see if I could eat it. And I can barely eat anything, its awful. I sure do hope this is going to help my neuropathy. I'm praying that it's going to help me heal.. *crosses fingers*
 
 

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stranded
stranded

I so sorry. I think you need to go to a nutritonist so you can know better what to look for and have a long talk about how realisitcally you are going to go about eating your foot. I really hope ou would do this, I am sure your insurance will pay for this. Also like I have suggested do you have a regular therapist you can just sit down and talk to about all your fears and feeling lonely and your fears to work through somethings Emily. Would you please get back to me on this. I have ask this many times and never gotten a return message. i care and I just think you need more help.
Emily-Grace-Wood
Emily-Grace-Wood

My insurance doesn\'t cover it or else I would. :/