It\'s good to be me.

I'm doing okay. I'm not looking to make it "better". I'm just looking to stay sane and I think I'm on the right track. I've been pretty even the last couple of days. Of course I know it's going to change but you know what I have it easy. I am so blessed with such an easy life and so much time to take care of myself and enjoy my hobbies which are coming back! I drew a picture to paint, and I wrote a poem. I cut out some canvas. I've been riding my bike saving lots on gas and getting lots of exercise. Been taking my vitamins, getting a little sunshine and sleeping 7 to 8 hours. This is bigtime work and it's getting done. I'm allowing myself to be, to do what it takes to take care of me. Feeling grateful but being wary of getting over the top since I'm such a mania addict! It's okay to give this disease my full attention. Period.