It's beginning to look a lot ...
The holidays are almost here. I can tell by the creeping guilt I feel climbing into my reality. I love my family but I don't want to spend time with them. That makes me feel guilty. Then ... when the awareness sinks in that, without them, I'm 100% completely alone ... I feel sad. Guilty or sad ... guilty or sad ... what will my holidays hold this year? Ahhh... come on January! It can't get here soon enough!!!
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Why guilty? you dont sound like youve done anything wrong. You sound like you are loking after your needs. To be honest i feel the same i dread the holidays ha ha ha. were about the same age so its prob quite common for us.
Hug Ruth
Bah Humbug to them all.
You do not need to feel guilty, just because you are not with your family does not mean that you should be sad.
Remember that each new sunrise is beautiful and grasp the moment.
Take care
Enjoy the Holidays.
Dave
Try to enjoy the holidays as best as you can.... they can be a drag when you don\'t want to hang with your family etc... but family can also be a created chosen family, so try to treasure your friends....Keep your chin up. January will be here befor eyou know it, meantime, enjoy some lights...