It's been awhile

So sorry that I haven't written...have been meaning too but just haven't gotten to it.  Well...I've put myself twice now in a situation to be "seen" and I was "seen"!  But not by the person who I needed to be "seen" by.  T's sister, Menina and his ex-wife to be exact are now BFF's.  Menina did not come to acknowledge me nor me her which is fine with me.  However, I did run into Mike Cairo at the Westchesterfest.  Kept it simple and brief...he told Roseanne that I look great so glad about that....Leaving that fest last Friday I said to Roseanne....it's in God's hands now.  I took the steps to get myself out there...the rest will just have to happen when it's meant to.  It was difficult but I did it!  I came home that night..didn't cry.  I hope that he can make this new person in his life happy and I wish him the best.....The End.