It\'s been awhile

Wow...It's been 4 months since I have logged on and written.  Maybe I should've done this sooner.  Well here's the rundown. Since having my 1st infusion of remicade back in April....I have felt great. That is untill this past week.  It's been 7 weeks since my last treatment and I have started to flare up again. It's tolerable right now but of couse as you all know it still sucks. I don't know if it is stress, having caught a cold, having stopped taking my zoloft or just maybe may need to do every 6 weeks instead of 8.  But it 's a crushing blow that I'm flaring again. I will call the DR tomorrow and hopefully I can get in a week early for another treatment. I really got used to feeling good and not worring about it. I felt like "wow at least that one thing off my plate I don't have to concern myself about"With everything in this country and world going to shit, I don't need this right now.  About a month ago I recieved a pay cut and got demoted at work because of the lagging economy. That has made things a lot tight in the wallet. My husband and I are trying to buy a house and in fact are in contract with one. Just waiting for word from the bank ( it's a pre-forclosure) and now I don't know if I can contribute my share, which is scaring the shit out of me.  I will probably have to get a 2nd job if I can find one. I don't know how it is in the rest of the country but here in FL things are not good. People are losing thier jobs left and right, the gas prices are starting to soar again (not that they weren't high enough) because of hurricane IKE coming through the gulf and shutting down the refineries. My sister is getting married next month so I have to fly to NY and don't even get me started on the airlines and thier fees.  So the moral of my ranting is: IT JUST SUCKS!!!