It's Been a Year

Seems like yesterday ... seems like forever ago. It took so long to stop obsessing & for the thoughts that run through your mind to slow down. My imagination ran wild. My evenings (he works evenings) were anxious ones. I still once in a while have to take Xanax but certainly not like I used to. He still works with her & I still don't trust him & don't know when that will come around. And I sure don't trust her. Things are so much better but then I'm on two antidepressants & Xanax one in a while. I am still seeing a therapist. I do believe that he is sorry for what he has done. He has told me that so many times since that night. I just wanted to share & wish you all luck.