It\'s been a So-So Weekend for Me so Far....

This Weekend has been sort of " Mixed ", you could say. On One Hand it's been great that We finally have the PlayStation 2 Game System that We've both been wanting to have, in order to have Something for One of Us to do while the Other is on the Computer.  BUT... There's a Small Catch to having that Game System now. For ONE Thing, My BF bought is with HIS Tax Rebate Money, so I'm pretty positive that He'll hold the FACT that HE BOUGHT IT over My Head, whenever He can - ( Especially IF and / or When He ends up Leaving Me Again... at That Time, I'm POSITIVE He'll make sure to take His precious Game System ). The OTHER Thing that's a small - but VERY ANNOYING catch to having a PS2 now, is that He's takes playing Games WAY TOO SERIOUSLY !!!!! While He's playing a Game - whether it's Online, or a Board Game, OR NOW a PS2 Game - IF He starts to Mess Up on it, then His Anger will sooner, or later, start to Boil Over.... and potentially EXPLODE if He doesn't get a grip on Himself, and start to play some OTHER Game, OR simply STOP playing the Game He was playing. He gets WAY TOO CLOSE to exploding about it, for My Comfort ! A Good Example would be just Last Night.... I have NEVER EVER played the PS2 Game " SIMPSON'S ROAD RAGE " ! BUT... My BF hands Me the PS2 controller, and tells Me to TRY the Game.I TRY IT... but I don't pick up on it too well... DEFINITELY NOT as well as He did when He first started playing it - ( BUT then He's admitted that He's PLAYED THIS GAME IN THE PAST !!!! ).So what happened was that I got VERY FRUSTRATED, and gave up because I KNEW that there was NO WAY I could learn how to play it with Him sitting there STARING AT ME... AND JUDGING MY EVERY DAMN MOVEMENT !!!! When I got Emotional over being so LOUSY with it, He got ENRAGED to the EXTREME, and Threatened to DESTROY the Game System, and THEN BEAT ME IF I DIDN'T STOP RIGHT AWAY.... ( didn't Stop Crying, He meant ! ) !!!!!  I stifled My Tears, and Sobs, and just sat in my Recliner Chair motionless as He played the Game for awhile. Eventually He calmed down, and much Later He apologized for blowing up at Me about it.The Only Thing is I don't feel it was a Complete, and Real Apology, since He said He was SORRY, but He also added EXCUSES for WHY He acted the Way He did ! So HOW can You really call that an APOLOGY ???? I don't see how.I've decided that IF I'm going to play that Simpson's Road Rage Game AT ALL, it'll ONLY BE when He's OUT for AWHILE !!!! For that Matter.... I'm not sure IF I'll even play ANY PS2 Game with Him in the Same Room with Me !Right now He's Napping.... THANK GOODNESS !!! LOL At least while He's Napping I have some Time to Myself, and some Real Peace, and Quiet. I HOPE that EVERYONE'S WEEKEND is going Well.I'll write More as soon as I can.