It's Been a minute

It's been a minute since i been online and i'm still dealing with the same thing. Stressed depressed and sad all the time.I found out that my husband has 2other social media accounts that i didnt know anything about saying he was looking for attention bcause i never give it too him. Hurt is a understatment of the way I felt when i found out because i'm not a size 2 and have had 3 kids and my weight and body isn't the same anymore.I have always had low self esteem but this is making it a lot worse.He still won't agree with me going back to work because he feels like he want me to finish school.I understand that but i don't want to totally depend on him