It's been a long time since I last wrote...

It's almost been two years since the split/divorce and I'm doing much better now. I have to admit though, I often do have waves of sadness. I try not to look back but it's hard to completely forget all the good times we had together. The good times we had together when we would go to theme parks and things like that as a family were just awesome. I miss that. Sometimes it's still hard to believe that it's over now. I would have never thought that our marriage would end this way. I am glad that he has realized his mistakes and is trying to change but I sadly I cannot even imagine being together again. When I see him I don't see the same person anymore. I no longer feel love or even attraction. What's interesting is that our relationship has improved. We communicate now more than before and have mutual respect for one another. Now if only he paid child support, things would be even better! lol! Life is definitely an interesting journey.