It's been a couple days....Maybe i'm getting there...

I just realized that it has been three days since my last journal here on DS. I can't believe it I have been just so busy with the start of a new school year right around the corner, and going to movies with friends. I think it's been at least 3 or 4 days since I have even thought of him. Wierd I have been busy living MY OWN LIFE I FORGOT AT LEAST FOR THE PAST COUPLE DAYS ABOUT OUR LIFE and how it's over. Our final appt with Attorney to finalize everything is set for Wed keep me in your prayers that day please. Should go smooth he hasn't contested or fought me on anything that matters so far so fingers crossed that he just sign the papers and go on with his stupid discusting life of selfishness and bars. It's funny everything is slowly turning on an upswing for me now. Good Job, Great friends, even Greater kids, bills all paid dogs are healthy. Just like that click, click, click.... Everything is falling into place and the best part is I DID IT ON MY OWN!!! Everything that is happening for us now is because of ME!!!!!!!!! Even the Disney trip plans for Feb or coming along nicely just made all my dining reservations. One night at the Blue Bayou inside Pirates of the Caribbean one night at the RainForest Cafe in Down Town Disney and Breakfast at Goofy's Kitchen where Austin gets to make pancakes with Goofy, Mickey, and all their friends. Plus all the Princesses come around to the tables.. FUN FUN FUN!!!!!!
Brings the good tears to my eyes just thinking about all I have accomplished over these past 8 months. In January I almost lost my job because I couldn't get out of bed. Now my boss told me the other day how lucky she was to have me and what a wonderful teacher I am and how PROUD she is of me. WOW made me cry so we hugged it out. Shelby i'm happy to say sighned up for Fall classes at school so she will be returning to school and finish her Education. Moving out has been put on hold for her for awhile but that's ok as long as she stays in school I will continue to support her with in reason of course.... Austin is very excited his new teacher this year is a man!!!! He is a great guy and I must admit kind of cute too will be nice to have him as a co worker. Plus he really LOVES Austin he has a Drama background and told Austin he wanted to be an Actor at one time. Well, my son being the ulltimate in DRAMA EVERYDAY thought this was AWESOME and is soooo EXCITED about school starting.
Brandon and Angela have set a kind of date for their wedding next June. It will be a small beautiful ceremony at church then they want a reception with dancing, dining, and family. They want me to sing at their wedding so alot of planning to do... Thought he would always be here to see our children get married and have children of their own someday but he chose not to be here. The rest  of us WILL go on with OUR LIVES as planned so I guess IT REALLY IS HIS LOSS!!!!! I'm starting to see that now...