It's Been 2 Months Since my Beautiful Nevaeh Went to Heaven

I am so sad right now because I should have my baby girl growing within me and she is not. My beautiful Nevaeh gained her wings on June 4, 2011 and not a day has gone by that I don't miss her, she is always in my heart. The pain of losing my daughter gets easier with each passing day, but still does not fix the void that I now have in my heart. I thought I was paranoid with Nevaeh, but now I will be 10 times worst with my next pregnancy, I did everything by the book, but God had other plans for my baby girl. God does not give us more than we can handle. I dedicate this poem to my daughter. Mommy loves you so much we shall meet one day my love and mommy will never ever have to say goodbye or let you go **MUAH**
 
Mother's Song
I've lost my baby daughter, Though not misplaced.I feel she's somewhereBound by neither time nor space.Perhaps she sits before the ThroneWith radiant face. She could be dancing happilyLike little girls doWith golden taps beneathEach precious little shoe.I know she must love music,So I'm sure it's true. I'm grateful that in HeavenShe is healthy and strongAnd that she's lulled to sleep each nightBy Heaven's song,But I wish I could hold her;Is that terribly wrong? I sang so often to herWhile she was with meAnd I will go on listeningFor her harmony. How sweet to know I'll hear it In eternity. Lisa L. Easterling