It's all going to be worth it

So today was my scheduled beta test but as I posted a few days ago, I have a moderate case of OHSS so I went in on Wednesday and had beta #1...BFP!!!! Being two days early for the test I was surprised it was 157. The excitement was there but it is slightly masked by the agony I am in with this OHSS. I had to have an abd u/s to check fluid levels and it is surrounding my kidneys and spleen too. So I went back today for beta #2 and my numbers have more than doubled!! However, now that my hcg is elevating so quick they said to expect this to get worse before it gets better. I'm super nauseous, can't stand up straight or take a deep breath but we are telling ourselves that it is all for the baby.

Oh the things we endure for our sweet little bundles of joy!