It's a Thursday

Surprise surprise surprise.....sitting at home last night after a very long day and the phone rings about 7:30....it's the T man.  Had just seen him on Tuesday for lunch which was very nice.  I have been trying not to "ride" him about our relationship and anything having to do with seeing him....he usually brings it up.  I think this works best for right now for where we are.....of course, the sex is good and it certainly puts a smile on my face! 
Is it wrong?  I don't know...all I know is I feel very "relieved" in not having to think about should I hate him; should I forgive him; should I feel bad....on and on.  Because I don't feel that anymore.....