It never fails

I don't know about this man I am married to.  I think he has some problems.  One week we are happy and the next week he is a touch me not.  I don't know how to handle it anymore.  I don't know what he expects of me. On to other news.  I haven't felt great...health wise.  My legs have been swelling.  The doctor I work with put me on a small dose of HCTZ which is a blood pressure med plus a duriatic....to try to get rid of some fluid.  I have also found out I am diabetic, and now my thyroid panel came back funky.  Not to mention I am starting in a fibro flare and hurt like crazy and can't take anything for it.  Why can't I be normal and take a pain pill and that is that?   The suboxone sometimes takes the edge off the pain.  But, I don't want to go back up on my dose of that either. Stuck is how I sometimes feel. I just look up and forward....what else are you going to do. Hugs!